Post by Kiyoshi Nikolai on Dec 6, 2007 2:02:21 GMT -5
Introducing the one and only….
Kiyoshi Nikolai
Become a part of his nightmare.
Please, no one touch my heart, for this I’m sure.
If wounds are part of feelings, I won’t cry.
There isn’t anyone who’d ask me why.
~~ M I S C ~~
// DON'T REMEMBER YOU; “You’re in the way.”
// DON'T REMEMBER ME; “Well fuck you then.”
// SEEN AROUND; “Like you’re just that important that I just have to remember you.”[/i]
// RANDOM ENCOUNTER; “Walking requires pulling your head out of your ass, just a friendly reminder.”[/i]
// ACQUAINTANCE; “You get too close. And then I won’t be okay.”[/i]
// USED BY ME [BENEFITS]; “You’ve got something I want.”[/i]
// USED ME; “Owing me is just like owing a doctor. Do me wrong and I’ll sue.”
// TEACHER [MENTOR]; “I could care less about you. I run my own life.”[/i]
// GUARDIAN; “I’ll see you next Christmas but don’t expect much of anything please.”[/i]
// RELATIVE; “Get bent.”[/i][/ul][/left]
I’ll smile like that as if I know nothing.
Tears will erase away ; it’s my choice how,
I decided to forget that something.
So, don’t you ever say “I’m lonely” now.
~~ FRIENDLY ~~
// ON MY GOOD SIDE; “Don’t get cocky, brat.”
// HANG OUT TOGETHER; “Did I say your name? Was I talking to you?”
// NEW FRIEND; “Guessing your thought process isn’t exactly brain surgery.”
// PARTY FRIEND; “In a party, you’re the music.”
// FRIEND; “Non-answers don’t actually tell you as much as answers do. So stop profiling me.”
// MY STUDENT; “Have you learned the ABCs`yet? Let me introduce you to them.”
// ALWAYS THERE FOR ME; “Someday I might answer that question for you. But it‘s not today.”
// LIKE A SIBLING TO ME [SISTER]; “Guess I’m stuck with motivation duty. Boo.”
// CHILDHOOD FRIEND; “Call me that again and I’m going to be saying hello to a whole different type of head.”
// BEST FRIEND; “Face the nightmare with me. I swear we can make it to the other side together.”
I’m not afraid of dying, just like you.
But living is one scary thing to do.
~~ H O S T I L E ~~
// NOTHING BUT AN ANNOYANCE; “Move. You’re breathing on me.”
// JEALOSY; “And you say you don't know me anymore.”
// GRUDGING; “Even now, nothing has changed. I still keep on running from you.”
// FRIENDS TURNED ENEMIES [BETRAYAL]; “Regret is how I spell your name.”
// RIVALS; “Until the very end, I swear I’ll stand beside you. If not but to point out how short you are.”
// HATES ME; “What the fuck is your problem?”
// I HATE YOU; “And they tell me evil comes disguised.”
// SECRETLY WANT YOU DEAD; “Please die by design.”
// ENEMY FOR LIFE; “My own living Nightmare.”[/left][/ul]
I’ll regret it most; what a fool I’ve been.
I’ll be the one regretting, stopping sin.
~~ I N T I M A C Y ~~
// YOU CRUSH ON ME; “Bite me.”
// UNREQUITED LOVE; “This is one Nightmare you don‘t want to be a part of, believe me.”
// OBSESSED WITH ME [STALKER]; “Don’t you have anything better to do? You know, there is such a thing as porno and phone sex.”
// INFATUATION [ATTRACTION]; “I couldn't stop myself from unconsciously searching for your smile.”
// A TEASE [FLIRT]; “You know, you’re much more pleasing to look at than the teacher.”
// I CRUSH ON YOU [DESIRED]; “I’m stuck against the wall and I can’t make a move.”
// MUTUAL CRUSH; “How shyly you placed your eyes on me; did you ever know? That I had mine on you?”
// FLING; “I’ll open my bedroom window for you tonight. Drop by.”
// PAST LOVE [EX]; “You’re a good memory, but I’m not pretending anymore.”
// ARE IN LOVE [CURRENT]; “My Sanctuary; what’s mine is yours.”
// SOUL MATES; “Forever fornever in my book; my reflection.”
To see you smile, to watch you laugh. Knowing that smile came from me and that no other has seen this part of you in a while. It makes me so unbearably happy, glad that at least there is one thing I did not fail with. You are no waste of time to keep my friendly patience with either. I can forgive and forget any fault that befell me because of you, as long as you keep smiling like that. As long as that smile is never hidden behind that clouding mask again. Because, whenever I see your smiling face, I strangely find myself joining the ray of happiness that puts the sun to shame. The only kind that you could ever emit.
I find myself smiling with you.
A sincere awkward smile that just proves that yes, I do carry a heart full of emotions just as well stocked as anyone else. I don't wish to lose that part of myself again......that part of you.
So when I join your smile, know how much of a miracle it really is.
~~ JOINING THE NIGHTMARE ~~
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